I blew it big time. I fucked up, and now I have to sacrifice my relationship. It’s not completely over. I just have to wait until we can try again. He still is my everything, and it is so difficult to wait. Things will be alright, but I have to be patient. I have to wait for him to be alright enough to start over. I can’t believe I hurt the one person I never wanted to hurt. Now I’m suffering the consequences, and all I can do is give him time to come back around.
Things aren’t over yet. They just really suck right now.